Just Plain Jennifer: A BLOG

Losing my faith in humanity

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Fucking people. I'm really starting to hate people-not all people, but in general. Unfortunately, my job requires that I deal with unsavory people. They are either criminals or people who expect the ridiculous. As much as I despise these people, they are temporary. I "help" them and they are on their merry way.

But, the people I work with, save a select few, I loathe. Why do people have to be so vile and stupid? Ignorant, over-self confident assholes.

You see, the thing is that I'm a nice person. I know that my blogging past does not necessarily elude to this value, but this is just an outlet for all of my frustrations.

The problem with being a decent person is that sometime people mistake kindness for weakness. And these people fucking prey on weakness to make themselves feel better. So, I've had the advise given to me that my "problem" is that I'm too nice. While I see how that connection could be made, really my problem is with people who aren't nice. Should I just grow some balls and be an asshole so that people don't offend me so much?

As fucking cynical as I am, I won't do that. I have to protect my integrity. At the risk of sounding snobbish, people should be more like me. I guaran-damn-tee you that if they were, everyone would get along beautifully.

I don't know what I'm going to do except follow the slow spiral into insanity. (or start taking my anti-psychotic..oops I mean anti-depressant/anxiety medicine)