My thoughts

Observations 02/17/07

I realize that whenever I try and make myself do something, I usually fail miserably. It is like there is someone inside me who fights every effort to change him with determination and dilligence. I wish that person would apply that determination to actually changing instead of clinging stubbornly to his own ways.

I am talking about things that are good for me. Every Saturday is gym day or should be where I go to the gym and enjoy a nice, leisurely 2 hour workout, a workout that is so desparetly needed. I didn't go today because I woke up late. I woke up late because I stayed up late last night. I stayed up late last night getting into arguments on the internet.

I am passionate about subjects. I am passionate about christians (and other religions) being able to express themselves without getting mocked. I am passionate about life. Whenever anyone attacks my passions, I get rather onery. And so when I see one of my passions attacked on an internet forum, I tend to defend it rather vigorously even if I stay up past my bedtime
:)

It is kinda silly though. Because nobody ever changes his/her mind in this forums. They just keep clinging to their own stubborn ideas right or wrong. It is not a free change of ideas as much as a I am right, you are wrong rant fest.

So anyway because I stayed up to late on this forum, I am unable to go to the gym today. Well not unable as much as I simply don't want to.

I saw the air was unuasly bright through my blinds. Curiously I opened them and saw that the ground was covered with snow. I saw no such snow in the forecast. Maybe it is a good thing that I stayed home from the gym. I could have driven in the snow but sometimes it is nice to just hang out and enjoy the white beauty, a beauty I don't get to see that often.

Farewell for now. I know I misspelled "unuasly" but I can't think for the life of me how it is spelled. It is something that I should know

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