Surprise

Do i really have to?

Some things never change no matter how old i get like being scared because i get my cat results tomorrow. I've had butterflies in my stomach since morning. The worst part is that am more worried about what people will say once the list is displayed. I know my results are anything but good but am proud of myself. I shed enough tears over my marks and i finally accepted that whats done is done. I can't change all the answers i messed up but i can make sure it doesn't happen again. I've always been smart, that hasn't changed this time though i guess i didn't give it my best shot. I can only imagine what they will say,what will go through their heads. Vic,my best friend tells me not to think about it,am trying...really but its not that simple. For once i'll know how it feels to be at the bottom. I have made my peace or at least thats what i want to believe. I hope everything works out. Ciao