What i am

I'm always here when you need me

  I've never let you down

I'm every thing you want me to be

  but you never come around

I stand around restless
 
  I scream but i'm speachless

I'm nothing to you

  It's everything i can do

I try to keep a smile
 
  but deep down i want to cry like a small child

I change myself, i change who i am
 
  you don't even see how i can't stand.

I want to scream and shout

  I want to have a melt down

I want you to see the true me

  I want you to see how perfect i can really be