Sugar Clouds

fantasy ends here and there
in the cottoncloud kingdoms we weep
at the threshold of insanity she stumbled
in the bitter melody where we crumbled

eating out our hearts that bled
like cherries down our sugar gums
we sing these melodies forever
letting the buildings wash away

fantasy ended here and never
when god says he hasnt got an answer
we can pray to the tiny dancers
in our hands that weep without rhythm

they say those sad machines
have our kids inside their eyes that scream for an answer
we fall upon our knees in the cotton
cloud kingdoms where we weep here and nowhere fast


the drug to remedy a cure for her oblivion
a chance to play with a manniquin
what i meant to say is i havent been there
where there is still sunshine and glitter

inside a corpse the aliens dine
and transplants are beautiful to
fairies of wonder, where magic devoted itself
a million times over, just to end here

in the singing clouds where we prayed together
in the hills of her stomach where the
magic is so sweet, and we gather together
as we merry meet...forever

the pills paved our paths towards heaven
take the ones that make us even, even when
it makes us less then, sane...mundane and
have surrendored..just a mix of necessaries

when the shine makes things so much scarier
cut the white out of her mind and fix her sight
to the curtains, looking outside of this
brain, hesisant molecules that jump or shiver

in the toxic hallucination you give her
medicine for this brain tumor
event that made the portrait's blinded
cut her words a million times over

magic has surrendered in the same mundane
fashion we gave her, just trust the motion
of the clock that ticks away your time
and be one with me because we're out of life
as elusive as a sinner.