Untwining

I lock myself in my room and hide behind my shadows
I lay on my bed and die in my sorrows
I close my eyes and drown in my tears all to know to myself
That
I may live in my loneliness

I wake every morning and think about my life
And
I go through each day wondering how can I change
Desperation fills me now
As I grasp for that last humanity that keeps me whole

In my last attempts to be complete
I search for that which will give me peace
This is my last hope to be
To exist and just be me!

Tomorrow another day will come
and new obstacles will fill me again
Wrapped up in all the darkness
I usually long to be
So that when day I find the strength
I can be untwined
In order to find that which truly defines me!


Lystra @