mom

ts been nearly two years since you departed from this world.
but it feels like it was only yesterday.
every night i fall into the same dream.
I dream that i am walking around in a foggy place
a place that is filled with faces that i dont recognize.
and then from the other side of the fog i hear your sweet voice,
the voice that had woken me from nightmares when you were still here
then i see you and all the fog cleares away.
you take my hand and we begin to walk down the road
suddenly all the people faces turn into a memory of you and me and the people stand still
you look into my eyes and ask me if i remember
then you ask me if i know that you leaving was all just a bad dream and that you are still here.
and thats where i always wake up
for a few minutes after i wake i can feel the warmth of your hand that was just in mine.
and i wake up to find out it was all a dream.
i have had this dream every night since that day you were taken away from me
i wonder if there is something that you are trying to tell me.
sometimes i think that i see you but i know that cant be real
so i have this to say.
your loving memory will always be alive and i swear to you it will stand the test of time
i love you mom and i pray that you rest in piece.

in loving memory of kerrie-lynn tauber april 28th 1964- september 27th 2008