My True Soul

Ooo, Psychic?

I'm SO close to being finished!! YAY! HALLEJUAH! I've got my English final in the morning and thankfully there's not much I can do to prepare for it (gotta write an essay).

Anyways, so I realized that I once again kept thinking about something and then it happened. I kept having a feeling that it would happen and it did. Junior year, I kept thinking what to do if my brakes went out on the car I was driving then. Driving one morning with my dad, the brake line split, but it did so in such a way I still had half of the brakes. This past fall/winter I kept having a feeling that I'd get a flat sometime on my way to or from school, guess what.... I did. The other day, I had a tree fall on where I live, no major damage, but I've contstantly had the feeling that would happen since sometime in February/March. The other day Shorty asked me to guess who just kinda randomly IMed her...this could have been anyone... I coulda thought of a buncha people, but I thought of the one person it was and that was sorta weird considering I had no clue that... yeah. I think I knew long before Sarah that we weren't gonna last, but I kept hoping and trying. I remember thinking about it constantly and that's probably why I pestered her so much about what she felt, of course, communication with our feelings weren't ever terrific. I normally seem to know when my friends like someone...not always tho. I don't know what all this means. I don't know if it means anything. Maybe unconsciously I'm analyzing the factors and reaching this conclusion. The car, the brakes hadn't felt quite great. The tree was old. Maybe it was Shorty's tone. The flat tire tho? I'm not sure. I've done that with the flat tire several times. Sarah? Just relationship stuff, factors there, however...maybe I should go with my gut feeling more often there. That's the new strategy.

There was something else I was thinking about...oh well...perhaps later. I'm putting a couple of songs below with their lyrics cause I think these songs are really good.


"In The Shadows"'
-The Rasmus
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

I've been watching, I've been waiting
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life




David Byrne
Like Humans Do

For millions of years, In millions of homes
A man loved a woman, A child it was born
It learned how to hurt and it learned how to cry
Like Humans Do

I'm breathin in
I'm breathin out
So slip inside this funky house
Dishes in the sink
The TV's in repair
Don't look at the floor
Don't go up the stairs

I'm achin
I'm shakin
I'm breakin
Like Humans Do
(2x)

I work & I sleep & I dance & I'm dead
I'm eatin, I'm laughin & I'm lovin myself
I never watch t.v except when i'm stoned
Like Humans Do

I'm breathin in
I'm breathin out
So slip inside this funky house
Dishes in the sink
The TV's in repair
Don't look at the floor
Don't go up the stairs

I'm achin
I'm shakin
I'm breakin
Like Humans Do
(2x)

I'm breathin in
I'm breathin out
So slip inside this funky house
Dishes in the sink
The TV's in repair
Don't look at the floor
Don't go up the stairs

I'm achin
I'm shakin
I'm breakin
Like Humans Do
(2x)

I'm breathin in
I'm breathin out
So slip Inside this funky house
Wiggle while you work
Anybody can
The rain is pourin in on a woman & a man

I'm achin
I'm shakin
I'm breakin
Like Humans Do
I'm breathin in
I'm breathin out Oooh