Life as we know it sucks

Progress?

Current Mood: eh...fine, I guess

Current Music: Milkshake - Kelis

Well...What happened?

Monday: Christopher wasn't in fourth, so that was a good day for me.

Then on Tuesday, Mrs. Kilby forced us to pick our groups. The one time I wanted her to pick groups for us, she doesn't. So, I'm stuck with Ashton, Christopher, and Alex. I don't mind Alex, but the other two are just - ugh! I don't even want to talk about it.

I have this strange feeling that Christopher misses me . . . I mean, really misses me. All week he seemed to be idolizing Ashton into something she's not. She's not me, Chris! I'm nicer and smarter and better than her! He deserves better. In a way, I think he wants her to be me because he still wants to be friends or wants things to be like they used to be. I dunno. Maybe I'm reading too much into it all.

I overheard them talking about how they hung out over the weekend and how they talk online all the time. For some reason, by the end of the week I was feeling less jealousy. Progress? Yes . . . perhaps.
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Good fences make good neighbors.