Perilous Thoughts

Whoa! Warning Signs

My goodness. It sure has been quite a while since the last time I've been someone's woman, actively anyhow. Many have claimed me but they were dillusional. LOL.

One February 13th, 05, a man that has been puruing me for quite a while just flat out asked if I'd be his lady. It was kinda cute and so is he, along with a few other likable qualities, so I said, "Yes." Although my answer was positive, my skeptism said, "You nut case. Check him out first, at least for a longer trial period."

Well, I'd been putting getting into a relationship off for quite some time. Mainly because the ideal man never came with that term, phrase, finess, or charm that was worth looking at double. So, then I had to revisit my own methods and self.

"What am I doing wrong? Am I worthy of the type of man that I'm waiting for?" The answer to that is more complicated than I can to delve into but I will have to give these questions I've imposed upon myself some true evaluation:

1. What am I doing wrong?
"Nothing, says I with a cocky attitude and a hint of guilt for lying to myself, in front of myself.