Snow Melt

I’m less irritable

Jalál (Glory), 16 Kamal (Perfection), 165 B.E. – Saturday, August 16, 2008 about 7:03 PM PDT

I'm less irritable. I haven't been on the verge of tears once today. When my Internet connections cuts out on me, I just reconnect without getting upset. When explorer doesn't want to connect to a website because it doesn't like me tab browsing, I don't curse it or get angry. When my keyboard misses a letter I simply go back and add the letter. All in all, I'm a much pleasanter person today.

I'm not sure of the reason. It could be my meds. It could be I've been getting more rest. It could be I'm concentrating more on the prayers when I say or read them. It could be any one of a dozen reason. Whatever it is I hope it continues.

I know I'm less worried about finances. I also have German chocolate brownies and a new brand of coffee. The coffee is a breakfast blend and it's a little stronger then my regular brand. It tastes wonderful. In addition, I had eggs today and I haven't eaten an egg in two or three months. I had an egg sandwich with cranberry relish. I also have some frozen veggies I'm eating.

I did do one thing this afternoon that I normally don't do. I laid down in bed and took a nap. Normally I take a nap in the afternoon, but I don't lay down in bed to do it; instead sit on the couch or love seat and doze, but I don't actually lay down in a bed to take a nap. Maybe I'll try taking my afternoon nap in bed for the next few days.