Apology

I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry for loving you.
For needing you every second of every day.
I'm so sorry for wanting you.
For feeling your heart beat through mine.
I'm so sorry for crying over you,
Every night till morning calls.
I'm so sorry for dreaming of you,
With what little sleep I latch onto.
I'm so lonely without you.
I'm so heartsick without you.
But don't you ever look at me.
Because when you do,
I know I'll run...