random pain

now ur in the past
i couldnt make u see
we were never meant to last
not when ur lying
not when i'm trying
not when theres so much going round
twisting my words
like theres no tomorrow
i never meant to cause u pain
now all i do is hurt
i may be smiling
this grin is fake
just like you
and the rest that take
you cant see
how much you hurt me
believing others over me
you never listened to my side
you just ripped me to shreds
yes i have a bad attitude
but u have a small mind
u cant see what they did,
u can only see ur pain
i never wanted another parent
it was meant to be fun
ur bitching and moaning
u ruined it
for life.
i love you.
i cant stand you.
i never thought i'd fall so hard
for a womaniser like you
i'm usually so wise,
i dont normally get attached
the one thing i promised myself
you'll never see me cry,
you'll never see my hurt
you never will.
you had a chance to make this work
and you threw it away.