Depression

Depression

It's ripping me apart,
how more can this break my heart,
It was all a mistake on my part.
I wish i had stopped it from the start.

The new ghost has captured my soul, buried with it,
the pain of the many times they lied.
I am lost of the amount of times i died.
Those betrayals are engraved in my heart,
harbored by the deceits, the amount of times i died,

How do i recover from this darkness?
rise from the demons within me?
My own ghost has ripped me apart.
The pain and struggles are all a result of the decisions.....
harbored on my part.

I've killed my own happiness,
provided shelter for the darkness,
they now refuse to leave.
How do i bring myself from this plight?

I cry unto the almighty.
O' hear my cry.
A pinch, a peace and solace is all worth the try.