Partial Confession

Im awake. Goodness why am i awake. Im trying to sleep but i cant. The moment i shut my eyes my heart practically jumps out of my chest. My mind begins to start a track race and manages to overcome every sleeping challenge, so now im awake. WHY MUST I BE AWAKE. i hate how you turn my brain into my worst enemy. The way my brain goes into overdrive the second i think of you. Its brain melting having you run circles in my mind. But at least its you and not anyone else. Only you could and has done this to my brain. Nobody has ever effected me the way you do. Im sorry im giving up now, but in my brain im just getting started