"If I Forgive You , Again"

"If I Forgive You, Again"

If I forgive you again would you walk on my heart, just like a thug,
using my love as a dirty rug,
wiping your feet on my passion
in that rugged fashion?

Would you forget the words we share
when our bodies lay bare
and no one is there
but me and you
and we mesh
together like glue?

Would you forget that
our bills were due and
that you are grown
and supposed to pay too?

When I give my love, this time,
will you leave that sour
taste in my mouth,
similar to a lime and it
act like you didn’t mean
and treat me like shit?

Will you forget that I am your woman
and start to act
like you are an omen
thirsty for blood to drink
sending my heart down
the river to sink?

When you feel like you want
to mess around will
it be with just any slut
in town that could have
a disease then I find out
and run to the doctor;
mind at no ease?

Will you forget that
the caller identification
can reveal your location
when you call home to say
that at your friend’s house
you are going to stay?

I think that I will pass,
before I have to kick yo stupid ass
leaving my children with nightmares
of your blackened eyes
that I take pride in
as I despise.

Sugaree