#599265 added July 29, 2008 at 11:51pm Restrictions: None
blehh
im in a bit of a depressed mood today. i don't know if it has anything to do with my writing lately but it's taking its toll...
i feel im not good enough for tobi. maybe i really do break up with my girlfriends after two weeks but this time for a different reason. because this time it isnt a question of if i like her, i know i do, but rather if she would be better off without me?
i want her to be happy. i cant remember wanting that for anyone before. all my 17 years and 7 months ive been looking out for number 1. myself.
when i looked at her sleeping on monday i just sat there beside her taking in the way she looked. the way he chest rose and fell with each breath. that's when i knew i loved her and started having thoughts that she deserves so much better than me...
probably wont feel like this tomorro but yeh. thanks for listening...
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