Dissociated Thoughts

PROcrastinator

PROMPT September 17th
Do you procrastinate? We all do to one extent or another.
What doubts or excuses could you let go of to help you become more consistent and minimize procrastination?

I think everyone procrastinates at one point or another. I procrastinated about finding another job for a while. My excuses to myself were my disabilities, my social anxiety, my doctor appointments. But when I finally bit that bullet and went and got another job, I loved it. I lived to be in a science lab teaching my students the subject I have such passion for. And it worked out for a while - until it didn't. Such is life. Now, I don't really have any excuses. I'll get around to stuff when I get around to it, whenever I remember to do it and feel like doing it. But I have never had this luxury before now. I always had to Adult. But now I find myself coming up with excuses as to why I should ignore all my doctors and attempt to get another job. Doing nothing has been driving me nuts. I can tell it is affecting my mental well being. I sometimes wish I could put off not doing anything. There's only so much doing nothing a girl can handle before she cracks again. I need to get out and do something to save myself from the pit of despondency that I am feeling myself being sucked into again.