Mighty Pen in the Hand of a Word Lover

3 Things

3 things today…all of which deserve their own essay.

I really want to adopt this cat who seems to have adopted us. It seems so easy, right? Wrong. My cat hates this other cat, who I’ve named K’eylhr, (Yes, I named her after a Klingon in Star Trek). She really is friendly, even wanting to be friends with my cat. But alas, no. However, I can barely sleep anymore. I’m so worried about K’eylhr being outside all the time. As of now, she is an outside cat and I worry as we get closer to Independence Day, she might get hurt. I really need to come up with a solution, not just for K’eylhr’s sake but mine, also.

My mood has been bad lately. I mean, I’ve been depressed. I can barely drag myself out of bed. Work sucks. It’s so bad, I’m looking for something else to do, even if I have to retire. I keep coming back to writing but I feel I don’t have the discipline to do that. I have to turn it around.

A few weeks ago, I finally read my Facebook messages from the beginning of the year. (I swore off social media for awhile). I learned my best friend from college had passed. I was hit with a horrible feeling. I should have known. I should have at least spent a little bit of time talking to her before her time. Maybe, that’s why work sucks. It’s not shat I want to do. Still, the real question is what does God want me to do?