Ravings of a Long Haired Dude

Please Don't See Me Ugly Babe

"Please don't see me ugly Babe"

" You know I've let you down in oh so many ways"

This covid thing is worrying me. On the one hand, I don't feel all THAT bad. I truly believe that I will survive this. On the other hand, I know from experience how quickly things can turn from "It'll be alright, you're just sick" to "I don't see your wife surviving two more days".

This old favorite Alice Cooper song just floated its way through my, at present, twisted mind. I got to wondering how Lesia would see me now if I joined her in the afterlife. God knows that I tried my best to care for my sweet lady throughout her long illness. The question in my mind right now is does Lesia know that? If I joined her tonight, would she remember all that I tried to do to help her, or would she look at me with disdain and remind me of all the ways that I let her down? Unfortunately, those ways are many. I know that. All I can do is try to remember that I did try to always do my best.