Three Score and Ten [Now Thirteen

Three Score and Thirteen+ Day 13,

Three Score Thirteen+ Day 13, 8-30-2023

Yes, I know it has been awhile since I have written I just can not seem to get the desire and urge to write and I do not know why. I will attempt to understand why. I have now passed another year. I should be up that I made it another year, but I feel down. The aging thing is catching up on me. I guess I feel okay. and I suspect I am better then many others and I am grateful for that. The real problem is in my head. I am loosing my motivation and drive. With my eye problems I know face the realization I won't be able to do all I would yet like to do. I have managed to keep all the balls in the air this past year. So for me the aging thing is mental and coming to terms with it. and on top of coming to terms with age my mind is not working as it was Before Stroke, which is BS. As for the eyes, the cataract surgeries went well. I had a inflammation flare up a couple of days ago, but it is now under control. I got my new glasses yesterday. I am disappointed with them. I guess I see sharper close up, But in the house the rooms seem darker then they should be. The outside can be too bright for the eyes without shades. My thinking is I will need to adapt to what is. I will not give in easily.

We are going to go with a fiber optic internet service. They are coming to do the installation tomorrow. We have a very minimal DSL service know. I hope the new service which should be much faster will make the computer react faster. Sometimes it just does not seem to want to go. The copy and paste function is terrible. I did take the internet store off line before the cataract surgery. I could not see to ship. Now I will wait until after the internet service change, making sure all is good before bringing it up again. I think I will see well enough to ship with the new glasses.

As I think I have written earlier we lost our Little Dog last February. We are now in the process of deciding if we are going to get another dog and what it would be. We can never replace our Little Biscuit.

The vegetable garden has been decent but has taken a lot of city water. But water is still cheaper then groceries. I did manage to fish up north a few times but not down here. We hope to go up after Labor day to do some chores and hopefully fish some.

I will try to be more consistent with posting to this blog. It does help the mental situation to write and try to put things in order. But things will never be easy.

Luna the Big Kahuna Kat sends his greetings, Stay Blessed