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It's Coming Back Again

It’s Coming Back Again

It has been one of those days. I woke up today feeling very weak and tired. Not tired because of the lack of sleep, but because of being weak. And I don’t understand why this is happening to me again. After all, it’s not because of a lack of sleep. I only got about seven hours of sleep last night. But that should have been plenty of sleep.

Despite how I have been feeling all day today, I didn’t do too bad with my Part One Scene Outline for my Water Wars scriptwriting project. I wrote fifteen paragraphs written for this project. That’s thirteen numeric scenes and two Establishing Shots. Should have written more. But I didn’t feel like doing it. It wasn’t that easy to write them.

Maybe I didn’t have a lack of sleep, but I did have a lack of concentration. That’s one reason why I didn’t get more paragraphs written today. I didn’t have a lot of problems with a lack of concentration, but I did have some. As a result, I should have gotten at least five more paragraphs written today, but I didn’t. Why didn’t I?

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. But I want to know why, just don’t know how to find out why without going to the doctor. That’s one thing I don’t want to do. I don’t want to find out it’s worse than what I have been thinking. Besides that, I can’t afford to go to the doctor, physically or financially now that I’m on Chapter 13 bankruptcy.

At first, I thought this was happening to me because of my not working situation. Then I thought it was because of the summer heat and bad weather. Now I don’t know why it is. If it had happened last week, I would have blamed it on the stolen car. But I don’t think it happened last week. I think it happened a week or two before then.

It could have been worse, though. After all, fifteen paragraphs in one day isn’t too bad. Especially, since I didn’t start writing them until about the middle of the afternoon. I only had about four hours to write them. That may explain not writing anymore today. But it doesn’t explain how I have been feeling all day today.

Hopefully, tomorrow I will feel better. Not only because of being weak and tired all day, but because I get more paragraphs written tomorrow. Fifteen paragraphs are good for one day. But I have gotten a lot more than that. And I want to start doing that regularly. Hopefully, I can start doing that, but I won’t count on that until it happens.