Journal/Blog

Worries and Concerns

Today is a good day. It is a good day because that is what we make of it.

Some days, though, it is harder to say and do that than other days.

The truth is that I am just stressed with worries and concerns.

Worries over things that are happening. Our 5 month old puppy is currently being watched over at the vet because she potentially has something in her bowels. It is moving right now, which is a good sign, but if it doesn't pass, she will have to have surgery.

Concerns over things that can happen/go wrong. We have a winter storm watch for the end of the week with a possibility of 8 inches of snow. In this state, that is significant. That, in and of itself, does not concern me. The fact that we have to travel during it does. Why, oh why does the weather have to do this on this one particular weekend?

I know that there is a plan much bigger than I am and that I don't get to have input on... but in this moment, I am having a hard time finding my balance.

One moment at a time. Breathe in, breathe out. Take my own advice.