The e-mail to my heart

WHAT???????

I do care about you, I care about what you think, what you do. I really do
love you, I've felt that way ever since we met. Go figure that you would be the one to stop talking to me. Right now I'm crying because of
the e-mail you sent me. I didn't think you'd take it personally. Actually, I was just
really stressed out and I didn't care whether you talked to and messed with
Tom again. I really wish you would reconsider this. I'm literally shaking
because this is how you think I feel. I am seriously sorry for what pain I
might have caused you. I do care about you, that's why I am always talking
to you, not because it's convenient. To tell you the truth, I'd rather talk
to you than to any or all of my friends. I thought you cared about me more
than anyone, that's how I feel about you. If you really don't care anymore
I don't know what I'll do. I wont be able to concentrate on anything except
how bad I feel right this moment. If this is goodbye, then let me say, I
seriously was in love with you. I didn't just love you as a friend. I was
comfortable talking to you, and I cared about you.
You once told me that you didn't care what I did, you weren't my father and
it didn't matter to you at all what I did to my life. You said, "if you want
to go out and drink with your friends, I don't care." Too bad the one time I
do screw up, you decide to get rid of me.