The e-mail to my heart

Another Disaster

Dear Patrick,

I'm really really really sorry about earlier. I told you stuff that you
didn't care to know, and I totally got upset when you didn't respond as I had
hoped. Actually, I'm not sure how I would have hoped for you to respond. I
just wish I could take back what I said. If this in any way affects how you
feel about me, I wish you would tell me. I as well am very emotional at the
moment, and because of that I was crying uncontrollably when I told you about
it. I haven't stopped crying ever since. I just felt that since I loved you,
I couldn't, or shouldn't, keep anything from you. I want you to know all of
my accomplishments as well as all the mistakes I've made. I think it's the
price you have to pay for love. The other person deserves to know everything
about you, no matter how terrible it may be. I also figured you could be the
only person I could turn to. I just needed to vent. I know what I did was
wrong, and I promise to never again bring it up. I do wish things had gone
better. I feel terrible about it. Some of the stuff u said, though, really
did hurt, but I guess I deserved it. I'm sorry and if you don't want to speak
to me I'll have to learn to live with the mistake I made.

Marissa