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the fabulousness of retainers

Saturday June 15,2002
I have a lot to say but no heart to say it all. I'm sorry that my journal has to suffer for it. Went to go do my hair today. it was an ugly day today rain.......and utter grayness everywhere. nothing is on and can u belive i dont feel like being on stories anywhere...... i would say once i'm done here that I am going to be bored. someone said a person who is bored is one that doesn't have any inner resources or something like that. I'm watching the princess bride. today i went to the ortho (nick name for orthodontist) and he adjusted my retainers....my teeth hurt now :(. Lets see.......i miss my friends we got out of school wednesday.......all my friends were crying....YM,LL,JG,SM. and these were heartfelt tears.....they had put on a video of all these pictures of some of the things we 8th graders have done this year. they had played this at the remembrance ceremony but i didnt have my glasses so i didnt see anything. SO this time when they gave it while all my buddies were crying i was sitting there staring at the t.v. saying 'look its me!'. I didnt even cry a tear! MY eyes got watery once but not a single tear came down. YM called me heartless. My mom says I dont care about anyone except my friends.......because I dont call my lil sister, my aunt with cancer, my grandma, or anyone.....so i'm self centered. I think I'm gonna change my handle to H.S.I.B.-Heartless Self-centered Idiotic Bitch.