The history of my love life

Confused

I am feeling very confused. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to get into a relationship at the moment. I still think about Daniel, I don't know why. I shouldn't even think of him because he hurt me bad. On the other had, George, my new friend, is a great guy. He said he likes me, but I don't know what to do. I'm afraid of getting hurt again. I don't need it. George is a very sweet person, gorgeous too must I say, but I don't think it's going to work. My break up is still fresh. And, I'm still moving to Portland next month, so it's no use. I don't believe in long distance relationships, it sucks. My heart is telling me to give it a chance and my mind says no way. I don't want to listen to my heart that much because every time I do, I end up getting hurt. Why does this happen to me. What I hate is that things start to do good when I'm about to leave. I am in a bind. I am so confused. I don't know who to listen to, My heart or My mind.