The history of my love life

I am so happy

Lately, I've been really happy. In my last entry, I was talking about this one gentleman, whom I call David. He is a wonderful, incredible, and amazing person. He makes me smile and laugh all the time. I know that it's been only 2 months since my break up, but David was the one that picked up the pieces.

We have so much in common. Our lifestyles, the music we listen to, and etc. He has this great sense of humor and a very sweet voice. We like the same kind of sports. I catch myself constantly thinking about him. He is always on my mind.

When we talk on the phone, we spend like hours and hours till day breaks. Boy, time flies. But when we are not on the phone, the time just drags, it's irritating. I think I'm falling for him. He knows that we should take things slow because I've been hurt before as well as him. He told me that he feels in his heart that this relationship will work out. I'm afraid to get in the relationship, but my mind is telling me to give him a chance. I need to realize that all men are not the same. I feel that way because in all my relationships, the guys I had been with had treated me really bad, but David is really different.

I know it's roses in the beginning, but my mind and my heart is telling me to go for it, but take it slow. I want to, but I'm scared.