Continuously Kept

Wow, I'm going utterly insane

Alright... so maybe not totally insane... but I am definitely getting sick and tired of a lot of things. School is going good, for the first time in a long while... anyways, right now my problem is definitely my problem with guys.... I know I flirt... but how does flirting give a guy the right to pin you to the ground and kiss you, when you met them that day? I don't understand their thinking at all. I was complaining to my friend John... and he was like... that's when you have permission to b**** and to kick them in that space between their legs... I feel so bad doing that though... I explained to him that I am afraid of a lot of guys, and I only feel comfortable with guys who I know really well, and I can trust, himself for example. I dunno, maybe I am just insane...