Journal

it's all been done before

ok about 3 hours left until christmas is over! actually it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, very relaxing, i ate to much tried to read, and talked to my friends. there have not been any late night calls for about 2 weeks, although when i was on the phone w/ michael after about an hour i heard his mom calling him and he told me that he had to go because his parents where about to fight. that seriously sucks.
right now i am trying to read, but the begining and middle are always the hardest part to do! i am having some serious butterflies about starting my new english class!!!!! none of my friends have taken an honors english class, and in my opionion they are smart! my ego has taken a beating this year. this web site hasn't really helped either, i see all these wonderful stories and know that i can't write like that!!!!!! i feel like that every story ment to be told has already been told, just like when my friend monica wrote a poem about walking through a forest and chosing a path (robert frost) it's all been done before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!