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I hate you. Does that make me a bad person? To hate someone who's dead? Well, then I guess I'm a bad person. I have never hated anyone as much as I hated and despised you. You may be dead but do you think that make me feel much better. Sometimes I feel like your still here. I'm going to turn a corner and you'll be there. Just waiting for me. If I see someone who looks like you I feel ill. Hearing someone say your name make me leave the room. Do you know what you did to me? Do you have any idea of how you destoryed me?? I was just a little girl and you had no right to treat me the way you did. No child should have to see the things I saw you did nightly. But there is one thing I can thank you for. I will never be a victem. NEVER. I will never be weak. Never for even one second will I let my guard down or become to close to someone. Ordinarilly I say 'I hope your burning in Hell' but I don't believe in the Christian Hell. But I do hope your in pain. I hope your suffering. Because I am. ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ ¸.·´ ¸.·´¸.·*`·-» Circe (¸.·. "Sam will kill me if I try anything..." Part one of my Vampires/Fallen Angels series-
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