Life in it's own way

Allore!!

Today one of my best friends got her driverslicence!! (In Holland you can't start taking driverslessons until you're 18) I'm so happy for her!! We went for a ride tonight and it was cool!
I'm extremely tired today, I can hardly talk about anything else than being so tired!! Things at work are really busy, we have a lot of really sick people at the moment (which isn't that strange in a hospital, but it's worse than normally, so when I get home all I want to do is go to bed..)
Anyway, Sabina (the girl that got the driverslicence) was missing someone in my last entry, so here it is.. The people that have been reading my diary on expage already known about this, but here's for the rest of you. There's this guy that I'm crazy about. Now the reason I didn't mention this before is that it could never work out between us so I should just forget about him.. But I can't..
He's a doctor at the hospital, and I've had this 'crush' on him ever since he came to work at the hospital, april last year. Well, actually he was already working at the hospital, but not where I was working, so I didn't know him before..
He is just so cute!! I don't know what to do this all of this, I mean, why would he possibly like me? I mean, he likes me, as a person to work with, that's it..
Every time I see him I just go crazy, and I wonder how you can be so crazy about someone you hardly know.. I mean I know hardly anything about him!!
You remember Erik right, well anyway, even when I was with him, and believe me, I was crazy for him too, I still couldn't get Frank out of my head.. I remember waking up one morning, Erik next to me, and then I realized I had been dreaming about Frank.. Now isn't that sick??