My Kids

bullshit/wanted a new journal but not allowed

so, my mother was asking me the other day why my sisters and I have all got ourselves involved with men who are manipulative when my father is so honest and such a good man
sooooo
finally I have to share my thoughts, cuz this is something that has been going through my mind lately, especially since Frankie has become a little strange lately, like hiding and trying to scare me, lighting a lighter in my face REPEATEDLY even after I asked him to stop.
and here is it
although our father is an incredibly wonderful man, our grandfather made his mark, with lies, abuse and manipulation, so that is what we are getting ourselves into again and again. even though our father was with us more of the time and had such a wonderful influence on us, the more traumatic is what sticks and seems to have moulded out adult patterns.
Somehow I do wonder if my sisters are aware of this?