Dreams - The Absurdity of Sleep.

May 19. From the other night.

This is a dream I had the the other night. Or should I say nightmare.

It was Winter, snow on the ground. I was by some lake. My mom was in the car, I was out. JC was there, also, in handcuffs. A lot of police officers and investigators were there, also. It seemed that they were arresting him for several murders. I looked into his eyes and rememebr saying to him, "I don't care. I still love you, JC." I leaned in to kiss him. Our lips had barely touched when the officers pulled him away and put him a squad car. That's when I lost it. I broke down into tears and started screaming NO. I fell to the ground in the snow, bawling and wishing that things were different or that I would just die right then. My mom started hollering for me to get up off the ground and to get in the car. About that time I felt hands on my arms, starting to lift me up. And then I woke up. It seemed so real. Even after I woke up, my heart was still hurting from the emotional pain in the dream. I just lay there for awhile, trying to get that image out of my head. Needless to say, I was glad that it was only a dream/nightmare. But the realism still bothered me.

Have a good day.