trapped in a soap opera

busted

well i have to make this short cause i just got off work ( i had to work 3rd last night) but to make a long story short, perk is going to find out about his paternity suit soon so hes pretty stressed. im supposed to hang out with him tongiht after he gets off work and i wake up. i hate this whole thing with gary, not because i feel guilty or anything, just because im not sure what gary and i are turning into or whatever, and i cant talk to my best friend about it. and i have to generalize about where im going and shit. but anyway today he busted me. he came into the store i hugged him and he was kinda sweaty, so i was teasin him about it askin "what have you been doin--been havin fun" and apparently gary gave me a hickey on my neck earlier and he said "well apparently not as much fun as you" damn busted. he doesnt know who it is, but he knows that im at least messin around. not like we dont have an agreement that we can but it was weird running into that problem for the first time. anyway im goin to go to bed now. im really confused about gary nto really but i know i should be at this point--he needs to get in one category or another or im gonna end up falling harder than i mean to. but anyway i gots to go maybe ill get into that another time.