trapped in a soap opera

ahhh fuck it

thats pretty much my thoughts on things at the moment. everyone is gone, work is hell and ive got to be there all weekend my moms a weird bitch, but even shes gone for the weekend. could be rompin on their bed if i had anyone to romp with. perk is in memphis/tunica for matts bachelor party, gary is still in the memphis area or whatever at his family deal. speakin of he hasnt called since whatever day that was tuesday or wed not sure which. i figure that if he wants to talk to me then he can call me--guess he doesnt sounds familiar. ahh anyway whats up with both the guys im hanging out with going to the same places on the same weekend--last weekend they were both in Little Rock. my parents went to visit sam in tulsa. i really dont have the money to go out tonight but im thinkin about it anyway. just out of boredom. cliff messaged me said he might be comin this way sometime soon, guess i could call him havent talked to him in a while. oh well anyway i need to get off here. later