Journal

summer

well, i did something that i never thought i would be able to do, i survived a "white" school, going to this school was the first time in my life i hadn't gone to a reservation school, where i was the only white girl around. This year has been a bitch, i have had heart breaking lows but breathtaking highs as well. I now have some new friends, that aren't like my old friends, the new ones are kind of preppy but weird, like me, and none of them are depressed. I doubt that most of them have done drugs or had sex with some random guy. i feel more comfy around them. otg. i am trying to get into a pre ap program and that is going to be a challange, lucky me.........
Dee is still living with me, but not really. She stays here a day a week to do her laundry then she goes back to jesse. I don't really mind any more, i have other friends, true she is my bff, but i'm ok with being 2nd. She's going back to bulgaria in about a week and a half.

I am a culinary geek, it has been my fave class all year and my teacher is the wife of my old math teacher. They both were cool techers. Dee's old host mom is my math teaher's (bill) cousin. Bill died last week, that was a blow to everyone, death is such a shock when you don't expect it. life is so delicate. well i'll write this summer, i have no idea what i am going to do............ i have to get a job..... joy...............
mj