Life as we know it sucks

Chant with me: Jump! Jump!

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7/19

I took all my anger from last night out on Shane today. And then he told me I was being "fuckin' stupid," so I told him I was going to jump off my roof. He told me later that he was going to tell me to. Fine. I wouldn't have, I would have just dropped the phone. Then he'd get scared. Fucking bastard. That pisses me off.

But I suppose we worked it out. I dunno. I made him go for a walk when he was talking about shooting himself. It worked because we were all better and apologizing. He kept telling me he loved me. He said that he could never say it enough because he never knows when he'll see me again.

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but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you