Journal

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life is the same old same old. nothing really intresting happened this weekend. Monica and I ate way to much expensive chinese food and i prob gained about 5lbs. don't worry i'm not going to start on the whole weight thing. it's so dumb. monica said that i get mad very quickly. she's probably right. i'll be honest, i hold people to high stadards. but that made me wonder about myself. do i hold myself to high standards? learning how to live with yourself is one of those hard things that artists write music and plays about, they are always expressing self. why are people so obsessed with showing others who they are? why do i have an online journal where complete strangers can read my private thoughts that i don't even share with my closest friends? why are you reading this? humans have this need to share and we are obsurdly curious. I am no different. I ocassionally read people and wonder about benifer. btw, they will not last. jeeze. hello bimbo. well i should go write my college entrence essays for english. ugh. don't wanna. bur i gotta. heheheehe bur. burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr