This would be my journal... |
Ever just think your life is totally going out of its way to fuck with you? Like, suddenly, everything is just screwed? Insane. Like, everything seemed fine on Friday, then BANG! Life just shifted into ‘crazy.’ School, friends, life in general just seemed like it couldn’t be more difficult and painful if I tried. And I was just travelling through the last few days with a permanent twisting in my gut, and the intense need to just let everything go. I was emotional and wanting to either hit people or cry (pretty much equally.) And then, it all shifted again. Actually, about five minutes ago, everything seemed to fall back into place. And I suddenly feel okay again. Not fabulous, but certainly not going to take a knife to my wrist or anything. So, I call that a definite up. Work is stilling getting me down, but I don’t feel the need to scream at it. And my poor computer *schnnogles it* it’s been getting all my horrible negative energy. Poor baby. I’ve been whacking the keys pretty hard. Least I haven’t dropped it recently. Blark! I’m just blerk! I’m IM Brad and ask if he wants to get McDonalds tomorrow- *looks at clock*- okay, today. it’s 4am. Kay, I should get out of here then. ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Canon has no power here.- aarna
Do I fear you? Do I willingly drown? If I love you will your wave hold me down? ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** My Fantasy Novel- ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |