Journal

crappy essays

i'm tired, its 10:15, i just finished my what, 3rd essay for today? hopefully this one was better than the other ones. it was about rembrandt and the scarlet letter. the other day i wrote an essay that i am acutally quite proud of, if i get it back i might publish it. the topic was "if you were a food.." i would be a kiwi.
so today kel and i hung out with aaron, he's this big guy who likes her. i don't think he knows that she has a bf but whatever. they have bonded over cars, which i don't even know what v-8 or horse power is. the guy i like is best friends with him so it works out pretty well except i get portayed as an idiot girl who is obsessed with music and english but who knows very little about cars and video games. not a great thing. the only games i can play are hard core 1980s.... mario world, ms. pac man, tetrus....pathetic i know.... but whatever. i'm ok, i'm going to be taking the psats on sat, so i'm kinda worried about that. and a friend of aaron's (holly) is trying to set me up with some guy who is like 22! oh i forgot to mention that i just turned 17!!! yippie! actually i'm not sure if i have mentioned it but this is MY journal. hahhahahaha i have met him maybe twice and i don't think we really clicked. he is pretty hard core into um whatever, and i'm just not. holly won't stop, i don't know. i was just whinning about not having a bf (boring and typical i guess..) so maybe i should take a chance...... well i have to sleep i have 2 finals tommorow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh


p.s did i mention that on tues. i went to my 1st debate meeting, the topic is about the united state's moral resp. to help other countires during international conflicts. something like that, there are only 7 ppl on the L.D team so it was a pretty cool brian storming activity, not to brag or anything but the teacher, my old english teacher, was very excited about some of my ideas, none of the other newbies got the same reactions "yay! we have another real debater" after my culture idea. well i have a cold so i really should sleep.........