My Life...

I thought things were getting better

I thought things were getting better.
I'm so glad to be back at my old school, it's wonderful to be on familiar ground again. And I'm loving standard English, but nothing in me has changed.
I'm still so unhappy that I do everything in my power to try to keep my mind from waundering over my problems.
I know that things will get better in the future, but how long am I supposed to wait?
I've felt this way for so long that I don't think I'll ever be able to stop. What if things never get better? What if I'll feel like this forever?
I'm too scared to tell my counsellor this, because it sounds crazy.
I'm scared I will become even more down than I am now.
If I ignore it, will it go away????????????
I want to feel normal. I Want to feel happy.
How do I do that?


~~Piper: I'm getting stalked by psycho killers and I hide in the shower!
Piper/Leo Harry/Ginny Ron/Hermione Dawson/Jen Pacey/Audrey Steph/Max Jack/Nina
Brooke/Deacon Amber/Rick~~