Rants on lit. from Guatemala

do we need wine?

Music: "nas ne dogonyat" from the very cute Tatu. Everybody know who they are right? No need to explain, the only thing i want to add is that when Gil said one of them was masturbating the other... i wanted to say: they are just having sex dude... let it go.

Read: shortchanged my students today... read "saving Faith" from some english author... let´s see... by david Baldacci. What a pain, but i couldn´t bring myself to tell Gil´s girlfriend i was reading this non important entretaining lit.

A sorry case of the self doubtness couth up with me today, hell it´s been tailing me all week. k. so i go out and get myself some wine. pop all the thing in nearle one gulp... and then confortably num for a few hours... but now... what??? am i still here?

jeje, i think i´m not going to be a good teacher. But hey, who had a good teacher in his youth??? not me. Hmmm... now that i´ve said this... perhaps i´m, as always, overstating. There was one... i think he use to teach psico biology at school... god damned nearly 10 years ago? 20 years ago? hmmm... well anyway he disliked me just as much as i desliked him. But many of the things he said had stayed with me, many of his explanations. The way he stood there and talked clearly about every subject that might come to mind.

I think i´ll never be as good or as hated... but i´ll try? what the fuck right?