My Life...

Untitled I guess.

Mood : calm
Music : "Neighborhood"- Vonda Shepard


I've been having a pretty hard time lately, which is why I haven't felt like writing.
Um, the appointment at the adolescent centre was okay- they said it was most likely anxiety, not depression and that they would work out my medication in a few weeks. I have to see the actual counsellor once a week.

I've been having panic attacks and went to the counsellor at school today.
I'm feeling okay now. I just tell myself that getting into uni is not my only option, so I'm trying not to put too much pressure on myself. It's just that I really want to work with kids.

I'm obsessed with a new show- American Idol!
Yes, it's showing here in Australia. We didn't get the first two seasons :(
I'm actually obsessed with Simon more than the show lmao.
Also I'm shipping Simon/Paula. I know that they're actualy people, not characters, and it's kinda weird. I also know that he treats her like crap (I've read magazines)
Here's a quote from this week's TV Week (from the "Just Ask" section)
Q: "Is there something going on between Paula Abdul and Simon Cowell on American Idol?"
A: "No- it's all just for the cameras. Simon is dating Terri Seymour, a gorgeous reporter for the American entertainment TV show Extra. American Idol hairstylist Dean Banowetz, who's been observing the judges on and off set, thinks Simon is playing Paula. 'Paula falls for his flirting. Then Simon kicks her to the kerb. It gives him more mean credibility!' "

Hmm. If that's true, then he must really be nasty.
I think my obsession of him is fading the more I read about him...Oh, well. It was fun while it lasted =)

Okay, I GTG.

~*.: Sarah :.*~



~~Piper: I'm getting stalked by psycho killers and I hide in the shower!
Piper/Leo Harry/Ginny Ron/Hermione Dawson/Jen Pacey/Audrey Steph/Max Jack/Nina
Brooke/Deacon Amber/Rick~~