My True Soul

Restless

It's a really weird thing when your mom asks you if you ever talk to your ex girlfriend anymore. Of course, she doesn't realize she is my ex girlfriend. And your response is just that you both are really busy right now...which is at least partially the truth. I am busy, Sarah seems to be, but then again...maybe we're just avoiding one another. Who knows anymore.

I feel incredibly sick at the moment. I keep having these moments where I feel really bad and then...I'll feel a little better. Then all I want to do is sleep and I feel so completely restless otherwise.

I need to do something that would make me feel better, but I'm really not sure what that is. Jazz music always cheers me up and so does nature. Right now...nature isn't doing much for me sadly...I haven't tried jazz music though. Well, Jazz music or Kansas.

If I can just get to the end of this week. Which means...3 days and counting. I get to leave to go home on Thursday...YAY! I want to be home so badly in one sense.

I think I'm gonna go eat some oatmeal in hopes that it might make me feel better, I'm not sure if it will, but sometimes it does. Then I think I shall go to my room, lay on my bed, read my psychology/study/make lists of symptoms for disorders, and listen to Kansas!