Fighting the Current

only a few months till we start this all over again

Less than a week to go. Less than a week and our roads begin to diverge more sharply. The reality of our decisions may finally begin to set in.

Reading old journal entries of friends and of myself. Some things have solidified, others have faded, and the entire manner of speaking has changed somewhat. There's been a definite growth in maturity. But we all seem to have become more embittered and cynical in our old age, lol.

Part of me wants to judge the past. I refuse to.

I take far too long to warm up to things, people, certain changes. Almost all of my regrets can be traced to that. And yet I don't change it.

Four years is so short. The walls we still tend, the things we still keep from each other. How deep do the rabbit-holes go? How many false floors and secret passages are there?