Its merely me, when I feel I need to say something, and I know no one will listen. |
Well, seems the guy I liked, who I thought would eagerly wait for me, may not. No surprise there and I can't say I blame him. I always thought it would come to this, honestly. So here I am, actually rather calm. Lots of bullshit happened last night, which I found both upsetting and hilarious at the same time. Oh well, basically, I am just a Taneesta on my RP club. I had been demoted for sticking my nose where it shouldn't have been. Thats fine with me. All I think about is DJing and making the place better. I don't care for the drama part. Anyway, I wrote a poem which I think I will move from poetry.com to writing.com instead. I've already had one of my poems put into the poetry books, might as well try for another. I swear, I really do write stories, but they are very involved and I usually never finish them. Either way, its like 4:24 AM and yay, no work for 3 whole days. Woooow. I work at Kroger's by the way, as a cashier. Its not a great job, and standing up for long hours is a pain in the ass, literally. However, it pays for my spending habits and occupies enough of my time so I'm never really bored. I just yawned though, so I think I'll hit the sack while I'm actually sleepy before 6 AM, which is when I usually managed to crawl into bed and shut my eyes. Then everyone wakes up and well, bye bye restful sleeping. I'm a natural night owl during the summer if you can't tell. Either way, I'm going to get myself some rest, let my body recuperate from working today. Fun. Love ya Amber |