The Chill Kid with the Cool Hat

Four entries in less than a day

Well, I can't say that I didn't expect it. I feared it as soon as I heard Jay say "She looks familiar..." and my car broke down. It just wasn't what I had hoped to happen. I can't say that this is two years of dreaming gone down the drain, cause I don't know that yet.

I've had about a dozen people ask me today "How do you feel?" How am I supposed to answer? Oh, I feel fucking fantastic! I mean, what the hell do you think? I'm miserable. I haven't felt this miserable since my dogs died. Does it hurt? Yeah, ofcourse it hurts, what's with these dumb questions?

I can't really do anything else, so I told Althea that I'd be there for her if anything happens. I care for her, so I figure the best thing to do is just to sit on the sidelines and play defense if need be. I'm still pissed at Jay, but we're going to talk about it and I'll tell him how he was being more of a dick than that cop that stopped us on Halloween.

(No offense to the people that asked those questions. I know you were just trying to be helpful.)