Seriously?!

Stitchless after today

Stitches come out today. WooHoo! It's back to karate for me. It's been weird even being out for such a short time that surgery on the knee is becoming less and less feasible the more I think about how long it would take to recoup. Jebus. I am a host of fucking issues.

Got pissed at Todd the other night on the phone. In all fairness, I think I'm looking for stuff in order to make this inevitable breakup easier. I can't even remember what it was that I got upset about. I think I was fishing for a compliment and he didn't give it, or something equally innane.

Poor Todd. At this point I almost feel sorry for him. Then I have to remind myself how fucking easy he's had it for the last 5 years. All the benefits none of the paying of the piper. I'm tired of it and more than a little resentful, having wasted this much time on him.