a journal with poems written on the fly without much ado |
I could… but I could write this in bloody italics to revile the silver light of a rambunctious moon for hiding the dark repute of the world. I could repeat the affinity of petty scenes and damaged dreams in a realm rendered by decaying scripts. I could declare myself fulfilled through my conceits, other shortcomings, and the bodies I felled into a rhetorical abyss. I could… but I won’t, since I’m the one who broke the bricks of Babel and laid my fancy -as if rose petals- at the feet of a few ailing words. Cryptic Blue Whoops! A cranky gal, possibly a klutz, with a knack for listing knotty problems of the cryptic blue computer screen… she tried to kowtow to the powers that be and kindle a flame under service aristocracy that a company might have; yet, to no avail. I wonder, who could that be, this woman so disturbed as to bother the ranks of outsourced geeks, for a motherboard gone kaput? Now, in her style, she casts a spell, thinking, “No more laptop for me, rhyming with hell, nor from any other patentee,” and she loops her neck in surrender, because “the shipwrecked man shrinks even from calm waters.” Meltdown (An amnesiac who just now woke up this morning with “total recall”) Morning lights wipe my eyes to make my sight beam like silver polished anew by the zealous hand. of a holy patron. Truth, definitely truth, is coming to me and soaring to the summit of certainty, while a gallimaufry of recollections -as if contestants in a race to trammel putrescent myths- rush through the length of a life, Call it a reconnaissance trip, since the forefinger traces, egregious and haughty. inside a tangled roadmap a flagrant route scrolling down to a self-portrait shockingly grandiose, obsessed, selfish, bitter; one who is cast so low. Alas, I urge the mind to forget and close its lid on memories, for I don’t want to know, now, I don’t want to know. |